Evil in a closet

We were one in words
You finished my sentence
The answer to my puzzle
I can never attract tomorrow
It pushes me inside

I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Fat from depths where secrets lie
maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet

I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone

First time I felt
Life somewhat hurts
need an option and some hope

Yell at me I want to
be your light that shines
But my ground's shaking
and I might fall
I wish that I could say...
I wish that i could be your evil in a closet