You Never Knew (i Lied)

Your cousin cindy touched me once
I did not stop her so we carried on
During family holidays
She and i always found a way
You never knew, you never knew
You never knew i was so untrue
Because i lied, because i lied
Because i lied, i lied and i lied and i lied
When i said i was with paul i was with felicity jones
The big-chested red head i swore i did not know
She cornered me while you were buying me a beer
She knew who you were but she did not care
You may have been wise
The whole time
You knew the wrong
Numbers were right
I hope the whole time
You were doing the same
So i will not have to
Swallow all of the blame
You said you were leaving
Because you did not feel needed
So i lied as i tried to agree
So you left me alone
With me and myself
So i drank and i drugged
To become someone else