Jodie

Tonight i'll stay awake long enough to stop breathing
And i wonder how long it will take before i pass out drunk off night skies
And lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight
'cause i keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy
If you spent one more minute with me and i just don't know-
Is one more minute going to kill you now?
Stop before i say too much-
So now i've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not come
If i don't let it so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads
Staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts
And i don't know but i'm trying to let you go
But i can't cut so well these strings i have around my neck
And i'm trying to let you know that i'm doing this by myself-
So don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without words
And it was just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.