Thrown Away (original)

i am a mess
I made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again
I'm coming sick and on time again
Words maifest from deep inside where people hide within
It's chemical
Unbalanced on the triple beam (what?)
Fuck what you heard
It's about what i seen
I seen it happen back
Hand and brand to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindest is blackened
The docotors say he got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals you brain

And my heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass
Its not receding
And my body going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned
Keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keep getting by
Thrown away
I wanna be
Thrown away

He's born sick
Nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure
He couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading
Lead him down the wrong path
Where guns blast
Don't give a shit about the god's wrath
Don't want to talk to the couselor doctor
Tell em whats real
To tell em whats proper
Situation unclear i pray
And i know it gets worse everyday

And my heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass
Its not receding
And my body going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned
Keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keep getting by away
Thrown away
I want to be
Thrown away

I am a mess
I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I'm losing it
I've lost it
I've spilt all my marbles

Cause i see you
Inside of me
Sometimes i want
To be thrown away
Cause i see you
Inside of me
Sometimes i want
To be thrown away
A hyper spaz
And that is me
Sometimes i want
To be thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away

(voices in my head)
(voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
Now
(voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
Now
(voices in my head)

They're screaming
They're screaming
They're screaming