4am

i walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blamed my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought i would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

If i don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb & jaded
And i hope to god i figure out
What's wrong

I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought i would just
Bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong