Can't See Not Saying

It's been so long, i feel so out of touch
Thoughts cloud my heart and head
I think i think too much
The narrow path i follow, is it the right way?
I keep on dwelling in tomorrow
I should be living in today!
I'm having trouble with my thought process
And i'm no engineer
All the road to my brains are there
And the directions just aren't clear
I can't sit back and let all of this go
Want you to feel what i feel and to know what i know
I can't see not saying what's on my mind
Are all things meaningless and a waste of time?