Coin Return

I have slipped and i have fallen so far down i can't get out.
Overwhelmed by my doubt.
Things i said i'd never do i've done.
Those i said i'd never be i've become.
I have broken - i'm still breaking - cracked and wrecked,beyond repair.
Smacks me in the face every time i fall.
I cannot disregard, with each new fall i hit twice as hard.
Would you be there for me? i would.
Would you look up to see?
I would. falling forward and looking up.