Will Never Marry (edit)

I'm writing this to say
In a gentle way
Thank you - but no
I will live my life as i
Will undoubtedly die - alone

I'm writing this to say
In a gentle way
Thank you ...
I will live my life as i ... oh
For whether you stay
Or stray
An inbuilt guilt catches up with you


And as it comes around to your place
At 5 a.m.; wakes you up
And it laughs in your face